everyone think I don't want to be in love.... not I don't want but nobody who want me.... so , Is it my fault ??? everyone just can commen to me.. but they're don't know my feeling. my heart so hurt to hear that... I can't say anything... I also want to be in love... I also want to love someone... but in the fact nobody who want me....
don't be greedy ..... just be enough for yourself..... greedy's not good.... everything gonna be alright.... so , don't be greedy... just smile and take it... :)
Now I'm so sad ... I'm so dissapointed... Im so angry.... but , what can I do ??? I could just sit and stare at the sky from down here..... I can't do anything... this is make me sad.... so sad.....
I don't want to speak again... I don't want to smile.... not that I can't, just I don't want... please don't make me smile... my mouth can't be open...
so poor my little heart... I can't describe my feeling to words.. my eyes so hot.... my head so dizzy.... my body so hot.... I can't do anything.... just can be always watching them from here...
two days later.... I will go to the Berhala Island.. I want go to there... but , I'm so scared.... Please ..... I hope this time on my trip.. and Allah will always watch me from there... please be positif thinking ... I beg you Allah...
in my world ..... adults are always right... children is always wrong... adults are always smart.... children is always stupid.... adults are perfect... children is nothing.....
I'm so tired with this world.. my world always right , always perfect.... most people in this world are always perfect and will never be wrong..... like an angel who will never wrong and always right......
I'm so tired.... school , to do homework , to do homework to do homework , and to do homework..... I'm so bored.... really really bored.... I wanna to sleep.... sleep and forget everything was bored today....
sometimes..... I want to hit them.... I want to kick them... want to push them... but... why I can't do that... why always me felt this feeling... why always me who must felt this pain.... why.... why..... the feeling's really really hurt....