koyakoya

love.... love.... love.... I like you but you don't like me I don't hate you but you hate me I want to be friend with you but you don't want to be friend with me someone ever said " if love come to friendship then your friendship will be break.. " this is the power of love..... they're sweet but also bitter... love can make you become you're crazy.. I think this is my punishment... because I never ever feel loving someone truly... I just use them for my excited... I'm really bad girl... Oh Allah ... I'm so sorry.... please give me one more chance to love someone....and give me one more chance to be loved with them.....

people was change... their heart was change... their mind qas change... I really scared about that... I think I will never get this feeling again... but, now I'm feeling that again.. I really scared to be lost them again.... to lose my frienda again..... I'm really scared.... please..... don't leave me again.... don't go anywhere.... please help me..... I'm really scared...

what am I desire ? to be his sister ? to be his friend ? to be his soulmate ? to be his girlfriend ? to be his wife ? or to be his love ?

tired... really tired... tired until I don't want to do anything... I'm so scared.. I'm so guilt.. I really wonder if this will be end.. pleasee.. don't be change...

terulang kembali..... I've been left behind.. I'm alone again... I'm lonely again... I'm the fault again... I'm feel sad again... I was crying again... I feel ashamed again... oooh this is my life... Life is complicated.... hmm maybe this statement just for me... 😂