uncomfortable

I want to cry... but I can't..
I wnat to laugh... but I can't..
I want to smile... but I can't..
what would I do ??
I don't know...
now, I don't have objective... goal... passion...
I hate this feeling ....
I hate this life....
I hate this situation.....
so, I just wanna to say "please let it be the end"...